Sunday, June 24, 2007

Endorphin the Chemical Messiah

went to the mall
with a girl and
her boyfriend.

it reminded me so much
of the firefly and demon.

but i got a shirt
and it was a lot
more fun than those
outings.

i saw the starfish
and said a fleeting
hello.

the first time i've been out
in how long?

Thursday, June 21, 2007

An Important Service Announcement:

For those readers that I do have...

I beg of you, please give these guys a listen. They're really good as both people and as a band. They need all the plays and promotion they can get. So go have a listen, add them to your MySpace, and tell your friends if you like their sound. Or if you have friends to tell.

Carsh

http://www.myspace.com/elsasatwell

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Rebirth

so this week was church camp.
i reconnected with my friends in alabama.
and even now i miss them.

rededicated myself to god.
it's strange to come home.

but the minute i walked in the door
i flipped on my music
and danced to my favorite song.

some things change.
even more things stay the same.

also found a new love interest
as i'm tired of lusting after
an angel who can't see me.

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Restoration

have you ever
taken your stereo
into a bath?
not put it in the tub,
just played it loudly.

listening to music
with your ears underwater
is a fascination of mine.

the bass is accentuated
and the words suddenly
mean less.

try it.
you'll understand.

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so last night was my second
dance recital.

the high point of it for me
was watching my
given-up angel
sleep.

some people are ugly and grotesque when
they rest.

he is positively seraphic.

and his hands twitch, which is an endearing habit.

that moment was definitely intimate.
not in a sexual way, but it melted
my heart.