Monday, July 23, 2007

Never Resting Time

warped tour was soooo totally worth the 5 hour drive.

the first band I saw was technically chiodos-
though i only stayed for we're gonna have us a champagne jam
-mainly cause escape the fate was coming on and I like them more.
they're fantastic by the way, only the singer needed to wear a better belt
since when he came up from a kneel he mooned us all.
i heard my favorite song by them though,
my apocalypse.

and it was my first mosh pit.

then i went to see funeral for a friend play acoustically,
which was very good.
he can sing way well.
it wasn't crowded, which was sad cause
they're a marvelously underrated band.
The myspace tent got a lot more crowded
for the paramore acoustic show, which was
wonderful.
hayley even surprised me by knowing
which key she was playing in.
they tuned down from
c sharp to c by the way.

then i went and stood by
the funeral for a friend stage and
waited for them to come on.
it was worth it because i was
like two people from the stage.
another marvelous show by them, no mooning this time.
it was a shame cause they had to stop in the
middle of red is the new black because
of some not-so-nice moshers.

it played out like this:

one obviously boozed-up mosher pushes another guy
out into the crowd and is beating hard on him.
security hop the fence and try to split it up.
matt says something like
"what the fuck is going on here? if you can't play nice, don't play at all."

all in all very good and fun.
after that set i met a girl.
i think her name was karen
but i couldn't hear anything so i might be wrong.
we talked until paramore came on.
superfantastic I might add.
i had to leave after them though
because my sister got ill.
it sucks that I had to miss
boys like girls and
alesana.
but i did get shirts.

then we hung around st.augustine for a day and then i came home.

i'm going back next year for sure.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Nosedive

so i've been using this wonderful thing
called the text message lately.
you know, what with willy (henceforth liam)
and david (who leaves tomorrow night).

i was under the impression that i had
unlimited texting for the five dollars
i paid every month.

apparently i only had three hundred texts incoming and outgoing.

i doubled my phone bill this month. two hundred dollars in texts.

wait, let me repeat that.

two hundred dollars.

more money than i have ever had in my life.

now i'm paying twenty dollars for the privilege
this month. my mother and i went to the local
dealer, who couldn't adjust the bill despite
that i haven't texted at all from july 2005 to now
and paid for it every month.

i've discussed it with my parents and they say it's
not my fault (they told me it was unlimited)
but that that's two hundred dollars we don't have anymore.

liam says he'll help me work it off but i don't want him to.

though i am still going to warped tour with money
i have earned for merch. i'll start when
i get home.

for the record don't use alltel. they have no compromises. despite that i've been paying five bucks a month for 3 years that i didn't use.

Monday, July 9, 2007

Complicate Condition

so i am officially willy's girlfriend.
and i intend to break things off with david
but i can't.
he's done nothing to deserve it
but me finding someone else
who's better for me.

however, willy is gone to tennessee for ten days.
what he doesn't know might not hurt him
but i'm not that dishonest.

babysitting kids for cash.
friday night and tonight.
it's pleasant, lots of fun.

warped tour here i come!

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Rifted

david
willy
18
15
atlanta
here
down for
summer
to stay
fling
love
ephermal
lasting
connected
through
me

and i am dating both.

its not been a year since i was last single
and i'm glad.
often seeing nina
going to church again, strangely
enough.
seeing fireflies doesn't hurt anymore.
i have willy's love to guide me,
edward to my bella.
and this day,
celebrated as the birth of our country
i mark as the emergence
of my independence.

earning cash for warped tour.
merch booths, tickets, etc.
i want to go so much.

going out with willy tomorrow
to see a horror flick.
i'm scared
but not of the movie.

up all night
as radio waves
transcend the miles
between us.
and if i think
hard enough
i can imagine you
next to me.