Tedium

spring break so far-
i cleaned my room for two days
haven't left my house once
slept in until eleven three days
watched The Birds
and My Big Fat Greek Wedding
Psycho is still unwatched.

nowhere to go, really.

a girl i am starting to get to know-
i'll call her rocket
because that's what we discussed on the phone
for one and almost a half hours
last night.

terrified tomorrow
for the lines on my thigh
(despite heavy foundation and concealer)
are visible
and my mother is taking me
to shop for a swimsuit.

maybe i can get away
with just a top
and shorts over the bottom from
last year.

not like i've grown much.