Forever Falling

haven't written in a while
due to real life.

i was born during the dead days
days when boundaries between now and next
are said to be the thinnest

don't call me mystic
but i place a little stock
in such rumors.

this day and age
needs magic.

i'm unsure if today, yesterday, or tomorrow
is childermass.
the unluckiest day of the year.

or is the mirror broken?

called the blonde angel
who shares my age exactly.
he wouldn't take me
anywhere on account
of his parents beign away
and him going out with his friends.

it's no secret he asked her
because he loves her.
not me.
her.